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++++60 Song| | ++++60 Song| | ||
- | < | + | < |
+ | Spirit of Delight! | ||
+ | Wherefore hast thou left me now | ||
+ | Many a day and night? | ||
+ | Many a weary night and day | ||
+ | 'Tis since thou art fled away. | ||
+ | |||
+ | How shall ever one like me | ||
+ | Win thee back again? | ||
+ | With the joyous and the free | ||
+ | Thou wilt scoff at pain. | ||
+ | Spirit false! thou hast forgot | ||
+ | All but those who need thee not. | ||
+ | |||
+ | As a lizard with the shade | ||
+ | Of a trembling leaf, | ||
+ | Thou with sorrow art dismayed; | ||
+ | Even the sighs of grief | ||
+ | Reproach thee, that thou art not near, | ||
+ | And reproach thou wilt not her. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Let me set my mournful ditty | ||
+ | To a merry measure; | ||
+ | Thou wilt never come for pity, | ||
+ | Thou wilt come for pleasure; | ||
+ | Pity then will cut away | ||
+ | Those cruel wings, and thou wilt stay. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I love all that thou lovest, | ||
+ | Spirit of Delight! | ||
+ | The fresh Earth in new leaves dressed, | ||
+ | And the starry night; | ||
+ | Autumn evening, and the morn | ||
+ | When the golden mists are born. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I love snow and all the forms | ||
+ | Of the radiant frost; | ||
+ | I love waves, and winds, and storms, | ||
+ | Everything almost | ||
+ | Which is Nature' | ||
+ | Untainted by man's misery. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I love tranquil solitude, | ||
+ | And such society | ||
+ | As is quiet, wise, and good; | ||
+ | Between thee and me | ||
+ | What difference? but thou dost possess | ||
+ | The things I seek, not love them less. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I love Love--though he has wings, | ||
+ | And like light can flee, | ||
+ | But above all other things, | ||
+ | Spirit, I love thee-- | ||
+ | Thou art love and life! O come! | ||
+ | Make once more my heart thy home!</ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++61 Queen Mab: Part VI (excerpts)| | ++++61 Queen Mab: Part VI (excerpts)| | ||
- | < | + | < |
+ | Of which yon earth is one, is wide diffus' | ||
+ | A Spirit of activity and life, | ||
+ | That knows no term, cessation, or decay; | ||
+ | That fades not when the lamp of earthly life, | ||
+ | Extinguish' | ||
+ | Awhile there slumbers, more than when the babe | ||
+ | In the dim newness of its being feels | ||
+ | The impulses of sublunary things, | ||
+ | And all is wonder to unpractis' | ||
+ | But, active, steadfast and eternal, still | ||
+ | Guides the fierce whirlwind, in the tempest roars, | ||
+ | Cheers in the day, breathes in the balmy groves, | ||
+ | Strengthens in health, and poisons in disease; | ||
+ | And in the storm of change, that ceaselessly | ||
+ | Rolls round the eternal universe and shakes | ||
+ | Its undecaying battlement, presides, | ||
+ | Apportioning with irresistible law | ||
+ | The place each spring of its machine shall fill; | ||
+ | So that when waves on waves tumultuous heap | ||
+ | Confusion to the clouds, and fiercely driven | ||
+ | Heaven' | ||
+ | Whilst, to the eye of shipwreck' | ||
+ | Lone sitting on the bare and shuddering rock, | ||
+ | All seems unlink' | ||
+ | No atom of this turbulence fulfils | ||
+ | A vague and unnecessitated task, | ||
+ | Or acts but as it must and ought to act. | ||
+ | Even the minutest molecule of light, | ||
+ | That in an April sunbeam' | ||
+ | Fulfils its destin' | ||
+ | The universal Spirit guides; nor less, | ||
+ | When merciless ambition, or mad zeal, | ||
+ | Has led two hosts of dupes to battlefield, | ||
+ | That, blind, they there may dig each other' | ||
+ | And call the sad work glory, does it rule | ||
+ | All passions: not a thought, a will, an act, | ||
+ | No working of the tyrant' | ||
+ | Nor one misgiving of the slaves who boast | ||
+ | Their servitude to hide the shame they feel, | ||
+ | Nor the events enchaining every will, | ||
+ | That from the depths of unrecorded time | ||
+ | Have drawn all-influencing virtue, pass | ||
+ | Unrecogniz' | ||
+ | Soul of the Universe! eternal spring | ||
+ | Of life and death, of happiness and woe, | ||
+ | Of all that chequers the phantasmal scene | ||
+ | That floats before our eyes in wavering light, | ||
+ | Which gleams but on the darkness of our prison, | ||
+ | Whose chains and massy walls | ||
+ | We feel, but cannot see. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | " | ||
+ | Necessity! thou mother of the world! | ||
+ | Unlike the God of human error, thou | ||
+ | Requir' | ||
+ | Of man's weak will belongs no more to thee | ||
+ | Than do the changeful passions of his breast | ||
+ | To thy unvarying harmony: the slave, | ||
+ | Whose horrible lusts spread misery o'er the world, | ||
+ | And the good man, who lifts with virtuous pride | ||
+ | His being in the sight of happiness | ||
+ | That springs from his own works; the poison-tree, | ||
+ | Beneath whose shade all life is wither' | ||
+ | And the fair oak, whose leafy dome affords | ||
+ | A temple where the vows of happy love | ||
+ | Are register' | ||
+ | No love, no hate thou cherishest; revenge | ||
+ | And favouritism, | ||
+ | Thou know' | ||
+ | Are but thy passive instruments, | ||
+ | Regard' | ||
+ | Whose joy or pain thy nature cannot feel, | ||
+ | Because thou hast not human sense, | ||
+ | Because thou art not human mind. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | "Yes! when the sweeping storm of time | ||
+ | Has sung its death-dirge o'er the ruin'd fanes | ||
+ | And broken altars of the almighty Fiend | ||
+ | Whose name usurps thy honours, and the blood | ||
+ | Through centuries clotted there has floated down | ||
+ | The tainted flood of ages, shalt thou live | ||
+ | Unchangeable! A shrine is rais'd to thee, | ||
+ | Which, nor the tempest-breath of time, | ||
+ | Nor the interminable flood | ||
+ | Over earth' | ||
+ | Availeth to destroy-- | ||
+ | The sensitive extension of the world. | ||
+ | That wondrous and eternal fane, | ||
+ | Where pain and pleasure, good and evil join, | ||
+ | To do the will of strong necessity, | ||
+ | And life, in multitudinous shapes, | ||
+ | Still pressing forward where no term can be, | ||
+ | Like hungry and unresting flame | ||
+ | Curls round the eternal columns of its strength." | ||
</ | </ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++62 And like a Dying Lady, Lean and Pale| | ++++62 And like a Dying Lady, Lean and Pale| | ||
- | < | + | < |
+ | Who totters forth, wrapp' | ||
+ | Out of her chamber, led by the insane | ||
+ | And feeble wanderings of her fading brain, | ||
+ | The moon arose up in the murky East, | ||
+ | A white and shapeless mass</ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++63 Lines| | ++++63 Lines| | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | The light in the dust lies dead; | ||
+ | When the cloud is scatter' | ||
+ | The rainbow' | ||
+ | When the lute is broken, | ||
+ | Sweet tones are remember' | ||
+ | When the lips have spoken, | ||
+ | Loved accents are soon forgot. | ||
+ | As music and splendour | ||
+ | Survive not the lamp and the lute, | ||
+ | The heart' | ||
+ | No song when the spirit is mute-- | ||
+ | No song but sad dirges, | ||
+ | Like the wind through a ruin'd cell, | ||
+ | Or the mournful surges | ||
+ | That ring the dead seaman' | ||
+ | |||
+ | When hearts have once mingled, | ||
+ | Love first leaves the well-built nest; | ||
+ | The weak one is singled | ||
+ | To endure what it once possest. | ||
+ | O Love, who bewailest | ||
+ | The frailty of all things here, | ||
+ | Why choose you the frailest | ||
+ | For your cradle, your home, and your bier? | ||
+ | |||
+ | Its passions will rock thee, | ||
+ | As the storms rock the ravens on high: | ||
+ | Bright reason will mock thee, | ||
+ | Like the sun from a wintry sky. | ||
+ | From thy nest every rafter | ||
+ | Will rot, and thine eagle home | ||
+ | Leave thee naked to laughter, | ||
+ | When leaves fall and cold winds come.</ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++64 To Coleridge| | ++++64 To Coleridge| | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | And genii of the evening breeze, | ||
+ | And gentle ghosts, with eyes as fair | ||
+ | As star-beams among twilight trees: | ||
+ | Such lovely ministers to meet | ||
+ | Oft hast thou turned from men thy lonely feet. | ||
+ | With mountain winds, and babbling springs, | ||
+ | And moonlight seas, that are the voice | ||
+ | Of these inexplicable things, | ||
+ | Thou dost hold commune, and rejoice | ||
+ | When they did answer thee, but they | ||
+ | Cast, like a worthless boon, thy love away. | ||
+ | |||
+ | And thou hast sought in starry eyes | ||
+ | Beams that were never meant for thine, | ||
+ | Another' | ||
+ | To a fond faith ! still dost thou pine? | ||
+ | Still dost thou hope that greeting hands, | ||
+ | Voice, looks, or lips, may answer thy demands? | ||
+ | |||
+ | Ah! wherefore didst thou build thine hope | ||
+ | On the false earth' | ||
+ | Did thine own mind afford no scope | ||
+ | Of love, or moving thoughts to thee? | ||
+ | That natural scenes or human smiles | ||
+ | Could steal the power to wind thee in their wiles? | ||
+ | |||
+ | Yes, all the faithless smiles are fled | ||
+ | Whose falsehood left thee broken-hearted; | ||
+ | The glory of the moon is dead; | ||
+ | Night' | ||
+ | Thine own soul still is true to thee, | ||
+ | But changed to a foul fiend through misery. | ||
+ | |||
+ | This fiend, whose ghastly presence ever | ||
+ | Beside thee like thy shadow hangs, | ||
+ | Dream not to chase: the mad endeavour | ||
+ | Would scourge thee to severer pangs. | ||
+ | Be as thou art. Thy settled fate, | ||
+ | Dark as it is, all change would aggravate. | ||
+ | </ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++65 Song: | ++++65 Song: | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | Spirit of Delight! | ||
+ | Wherefore hast thou left me now | ||
+ | Many a day and night? | ||
+ | Many a weary night and day | ||
+ | 'Tis since thou are fled away. | ||
+ | How shall ever one like me | ||
+ | Win thee back again? | ||
+ | With the joyous and the free | ||
+ | Thou wilt scoff at pain. | ||
+ | Spirit false! thou hast forgot | ||
+ | All but those who need thee not. | ||
+ | |||
+ | As a lizard with the shade | ||
+ | Of a trembling leaf, | ||
+ | Thou with sorrow art dismay' | ||
+ | Even the sighs of grief | ||
+ | Reproach thee, that thou art not near, | ||
+ | And reproach thou wilt not hear. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Let me set my mournful ditty | ||
+ | To a merry measure; | ||
+ | Thou wilt never come for pity, | ||
+ | Thou wilt come for pleasure; | ||
+ | Pity then will cut away | ||
+ | Those cruel wings, and thou wilt stay. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I love all that thou lovest, | ||
+ | Spirit of Delight! | ||
+ | The fresh Earth in new leaves dress' | ||
+ | And the starry night; | ||
+ | Autumn evening, and the morn | ||
+ | When the golden mists are born. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I love snow, and all the forms | ||
+ | Of the radiant frost; | ||
+ | I love waves, and winds, and storms, | ||
+ | Everything almost | ||
+ | Which is Nature' | ||
+ | Untainted by man's misery. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I love tranquil solitude, | ||
+ | And such society | ||
+ | As is quiet, wise, and good; | ||
+ | Between thee and me | ||
+ | What difference? but thou dost possess | ||
+ | The things I seek, not love them less. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I love Love--though he has wings, | ||
+ | And like light can flee, | ||
+ | But above all other things, | ||
+ | Spirit, I love thee-- | ||
+ | Thou art love and life! Oh come, | ||
+ | Make once more my heart thy home.</ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++66 A Summer Evening Churchyard, Lechlade, Gloucestershire| | ++++66 A Summer Evening Churchyard, Lechlade, Gloucestershire| | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | Each vapour that obscured the sunset' | ||
+ | And pallid Evening twines its beaming hair | ||
+ | In duskier braids around the languid eyes of Day: | ||
+ | Silence and Twilight, unbeloved of men, | ||
+ | Creep hand in hand from yon obscurest glen. | ||
+ | |||
+ | They breathe their spells towards the departing day, | ||
+ | Encompassing the earth, air, stars, and sea; | ||
+ | Light, sound, and motion, own the potent sway, | ||
+ | Responding to the charm with its own mystery. | ||
+ | The winds are still, or the dry church-tower grass | ||
+ | Knows not their gentle motions as they pass. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Thou too, aerial pile, whose pinnacles | ||
+ | Point from one shrine like pyramids of fire, | ||
+ | Obey' | ||
+ | Clothing in hues of heaven thy dim and distant spire, | ||
+ | Around whose lessening and invisible height | ||
+ | Gather among the stars the clouds of night. | ||
+ | |||
+ | The dead are sleeping in their sepulchres: | ||
+ | And, mouldering as they sleep, a thrilling sound, | ||
+ | Half sense half thought, among the darkness stirs, | ||
+ | Breathed from their wormy beds all living things around, | ||
+ | And, mingling with the still night and mute sky, | ||
+ | Its awful hush is felt inaudibly. | ||
+ | Thus solemnized and softened, death is mild | ||
+ | And terrorless as this serenest night. | ||
+ | Here could I hope, like some enquiring child | ||
+ | Sporting on graves, that death did hide from human sight | ||
+ | Sweet secrets, or beside its breathless sleep | ||
+ | That loveliest dreams perpetual watch did keep.</ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++67 One sung of thee who left the tale untold| | ++++67 One sung of thee who left the tale untold| | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | Like the false dawns which perish in the bursting; | ||
+ | Like empty cups of wrought and daedal gold, | ||
+ | Which mock the lips with air, when they are thirsting. | ||
+ | </ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++68 Lines Written in the Bay of Lerici| | ++++68 Lines Written in the Bay of Lerici| | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | When the moon had ceas'd to climb | ||
+ | The azure path of Heaven' | ||
+ | And like an albatross asleep, | ||
+ | Balanc' | ||
+ | Hover' | ||
+ | Ere she sought her ocean nest | ||
+ | In the chambers of the West. | ||
+ | She left me, and I stay'd alone | ||
+ | Thinking over every tone | ||
+ | Which, though silent to the ear, | ||
+ | The enchanted heart could hear, | ||
+ | Like notes which die when born, but still | ||
+ | Haunt the echoes of the hill; | ||
+ | And feeling ever--oh, too much!-- | ||
+ | The soft vibration of her touch, | ||
+ | As if her gentle hand, even now, | ||
+ | Lightly trembled on my brow; | ||
+ | And thus, although she absent were, | ||
+ | Memory gave me all of her | ||
+ | That even Fancy dares to claim: | ||
+ | Her presence had made weak and tame | ||
+ | All passions, and I lived alone | ||
+ | In the time which is our own; | ||
+ | The past and future were forgot, | ||
+ | As they had been, and would be, not. | ||
+ | But soon, the guardian angel gone, | ||
+ | The daemon reassum' | ||
+ | In my faint heart. I dare not speak | ||
+ | My thoughts, but thus disturb' | ||
+ | I sat and saw the vessels glide | ||
+ | Over the ocean bright and wide, | ||
+ | Like spirit-winged chariots sent | ||
+ | O'er some serenest element | ||
+ | For ministrations strange and far, | ||
+ | As if to some Elysian star | ||
+ | Sailed for drink to medicine | ||
+ | Such sweet and bitter pain as mine. | ||
+ | And the wind that wing'd their flight | ||
+ | From the land came fresh and light, | ||
+ | And the scent of winged flowers, | ||
+ | And the coolness of the hours | ||
+ | Of dew, and sweet warmth left by day, | ||
+ | Were scatter' | ||
+ | And the fisher with his lamp | ||
+ | And spear about the low rocks damp | ||
+ | Crept, and struck the fish which came | ||
+ | To worship the delusive flame. | ||
+ | Too happy they, whose pleasure sought | ||
+ | Extinguishes all sense and thought | ||
+ | Of the regret that pleasure leaves, | ||
+ | Destroying life alone, not peace!</ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++69 From " | ++++69 From " | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | Go thou to Rome,--at once the Paradise, | ||
+ | The grave, the city, and the wilderness; | ||
+ | And where its wrecks like shattered mountains rise, | ||
+ | And flowering weeds, and fragrant copses dress | ||
+ | The bones of Desolation' | ||
+ | Pass, till the spirit of the spot shall lead | ||
+ | Thy footsteps to a slope of green access | ||
+ | Where, like an infant' | ||
+ | A light of laughing flowers along the grass is spread; | ||
+ | |||
+ | 50 | ||
+ | |||
+ | And gray walls moulder round, on which dull Time | ||
+ | Feeds, like slow fire upon a hoary brand; | ||
+ | And one keen pyramid with wedge sublime, | ||
+ | Pavilioning the dust of him who planned | ||
+ | This refuge for his memory, doth stand | ||
+ | Like flame transformed to marble; and beneath, | ||
+ | A field is spread, on which a newer band | ||
+ | Have pitched in Heaven' | ||
+ | Welcoming him we lose with scarce extinguished breath. | ||
+ | |||
+ | 51 | ||
+ | |||
+ | Here pause: these graves are all too young as yet | ||
+ | To have outgrown the sorrow which consigned | ||
+ | Its charge to each; and if the seal is set, | ||
+ | Here, on one fountain of a mourning mind, | ||
+ | Break it not thou! too surely shalt thou find | ||
+ | Thine own well full, if thou returnest home, | ||
+ | Of tears and gall. From the world' | ||
+ | Seek shelter in the shadow of the tomb. | ||
+ | What Adonais is, why fear we to become? | ||
+ | |||
+ | 52 | ||
+ | |||
+ | The One remains, the many change and pass; | ||
+ | Heaven' | ||
+ | Life, like a dome of many-coloured glass, | ||
+ | Stains the white radiance of Eternity, | ||
+ | Until Death tramples it to fragments.--Die, | ||
+ | If thou wouldst be with that which thou dost seek! | ||
+ | Follow where all is fled!--Rome' | ||
+ | Flowers, ruins, statues, music, words, are weak | ||
+ | The glory they transfuse with fitting truth to speak.</ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++70 Archy' | ++++70 Archy' | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | One flies the morning, and one lulls the night: | ||
+ | Only the nightingale, | ||
+ | Sings like the fool through darkness and light. | ||
+ | "A widow bird sate mourning for her love | ||
+ | Upon a wintry bough; | ||
+ | The frozen wind crept on above, | ||
+ | The freezing stream below. | ||
+ | |||
+ | "There was no leaf upon the forest bare, | ||
+ | No flower upon the ground, | ||
+ | And little motion in the air | ||
+ | Except the mill-wheel' | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++71 Rosalind and Helen: a Modern Eclogue| | ++++71 Rosalind and Helen: a Modern Eclogue| | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | SCENE. The Shore of the Lake of Como. | ||
+ | |||
+ | HELEN | ||
+ | Come hither, my sweet Rosalind. | ||
+ | 'T is long since thou and I have met; | ||
+ | And yet methinks it were unkind | ||
+ | Those moments to forget. | ||
+ | Come, sit by me. I see thee stand | ||
+ | By this lone lake, in this far land, | ||
+ | Thy loose hair in the light wind flying, | ||
+ | Thy sweet voice to each tone of even | ||
+ | United, and thine eyes replying | ||
+ | To the hues of yon fair heaven. | ||
+ | Come, gentle friend! wilt sit by me? | ||
+ | And be as thou wert wont to be | ||
+ | Ere we were disunited? | ||
+ | None doth behold us now; the power | ||
+ | That led us forth at this lone hour | ||
+ | Will be but ill requited | ||
+ | If thou depart in scorn. Oh, come, | ||
+ | And talk of our abandoned home! | ||
+ | Remember, this is Italy, | ||
+ | And we are exiles. Talk with me | ||
+ | Of that our land, whose wilds and floods, | ||
+ | Barren and dark although they be, | ||
+ | Were dearer than these chestnut woods; | ||
+ | Those heathy paths, that inland stream, | ||
+ | And the blue mountains, shapes which seem | ||
+ | Like wrecks of childhood' | ||
+ | Which that we have abandoned now, | ||
+ | Weighs on the heart like that remorse | ||
+ | Which altered friendship leaves. I seek | ||
+ | No more our youthful intercourse. | ||
+ | That cannot be! Rosalind, speak, | ||
+ | Speak to me! Leave me not! When morn did come, | ||
+ | When evening fell upon our common home, | ||
+ | When for one hour we parted,--do not frown; | ||
+ | I would not chide thee, though thy faith is broken; | ||
+ | But turn to me. Oh! by this cherished token | ||
+ | Of woven hair, which thou wilt not disown, | ||
+ | Turn, as 't were but the memory of me, | ||
+ | And not my scornèd self who prayed to thee! | ||
+ | |||
+ | ROSALIND | ||
+ | Is it a dream, or do I see | ||
+ | And hear frail Helen? I would flee | ||
+ | Thy tainting touch; but former years | ||
+ | Arise, and bring forbidden tears; | ||
+ | And my o' | ||
+ | Seeks yet its lost repose in thee. | ||
+ | I share thy crime. I cannot choose | ||
+ | But weep for thee; mine own strange grief | ||
+ | But seldom stoops to such relief; | ||
+ | Nor ever did I love thee less, | ||
+ | Though mourning o'er thy wickedness | ||
+ | Even with a sister' | ||
+ | What to the evil world is due, | ||
+ | And therefore sternly did refuse | ||
+ | To link me with the infamy | ||
+ | Of one so lost as Helen. Now, | ||
+ | Bewildered by my dire despair, | ||
+ | Wondering I blush, and weep that thou | ||
+ | Shouldst love me still--thou only!--There, | ||
+ | Let us sit on that gray stone | ||
+ | Till our mournful talk be done. | ||
+ | |||
+ | HELEN | ||
+ | Alas! not there; I cannot bear | ||
+ | The murmur of this lake to hear. | ||
+ | A sound from there, Rosalind dear, | ||
+ | Which never yet I heard elsewhere | ||
+ | But in our native land, recurs, | ||
+ | Even here where now we meet. It stirs | ||
+ | Too much of suffocating sorrow! | ||
+ | In the dell of yon dark chestnut wood | ||
+ | Is a stone seat, a solitude | ||
+ | Less like our own. The ghost of peace | ||
+ | Will not desert this spot. To-morrow, | ||
+ | If thy kind feelings should not cease, | ||
+ | We may sit here. | ||
+ | |||
+ | ROSALIND | ||
+ | Thou lead, my sweet, | ||
+ | And I will follow. | ||
+ | |||
+ | HENRY | ||
+ | 'T is Fenici' | ||
+ | Where you are going? This is not the way, | ||
+ | Mamma; it leads behind those trees that grow | ||
+ | Close to the little river. | ||
+ | |||
+ | HELEN | ||
+ | Yes, I know; | ||
+ | I was bewildered. Kiss me and be gay, | ||
+ | Dear boy; why do you sob? | ||
+ | |||
+ | HENRY | ||
+ | I do not know; | ||
+ | But it might break any one's heart to see | ||
+ | You and the lady cry so bitterly. | ||
+ | |||
+ | HELEN | ||
+ | It is a gentle child, my friend. Go home, | ||
+ | Henry, and play with Lilla till I come. | ||
+ | We only cried with joy to see each other; | ||
+ | We are quite merry now. Good night. | ||
+ | |||
+ | The boy | ||
+ | Lifted a sudden look upon his mother, | ||
+ | And, in the gleam of forced and hollow joy | ||
+ | Which lightened o'er her face, laughed with the glee | ||
+ | Of light and unsuspecting infancy, | ||
+ | And whispered in her ear, 'Bring home with you | ||
+ | That sweet strange lady-friend.' | ||
+ | But stopped, and beckoned with a meaning smile, | ||
+ | Where the road turned. Pale Rosalind the while, | ||
+ | Hiding her face, stood weeping silently. | ||
+ | |||
+ | In silence then they took the way | ||
+ | Beneath the forest' | ||
+ | It was a vast and antique wood, | ||
+ | Through which they took their way; | ||
+ | And the gray shades of evening | ||
+ | O'er that green wilderness did fling | ||
+ | Still deeper solitude. | ||
+ | Pursuing still the path that wound | ||
+ | The vast and knotted trees around, | ||
+ | Through which slow shades were wandering, | ||
+ | To a deep lawny dell they came, | ||
+ | To a stone seat beside a spring, | ||
+ | O'er which the columned wood did frame | ||
+ | A roofless temple, like the fane | ||
+ | Where, ere new creeds could faith obtain, | ||
+ | Man's early race once knelt beneath | ||
+ | The overhanging deity. | ||
+ | O'er this fair fountain hung the sky, | ||
+ | Now spangled with rare stars. The snake, | ||
+ | The pale snake, that with eager breath | ||
+ | Creeps here his noontide thirst to slake, | ||
+ | Is beaming with many a mingled hue, | ||
+ | Shed from yon dome's eternal blue, | ||
+ | When he floats on that dark and lucid flood | ||
+ | In the light of his own loveliness; | ||
+ | And the birds, that in the fountain dip | ||
+ | Their plumes, with fearless fellowship | ||
+ | Above and round him wheel and hover. | ||
+ | The fitful wind is heard to stir | ||
+ | One solitary leaf on high; | ||
+ | The chirping of the grasshopper | ||
+ | Fills every pause. There is emotion | ||
+ | In all that dwells at noontide here; | ||
+ | Then through the intricate wild wood | ||
+ | A maze of life and light and motion | ||
+ | Is woven. But there is stillness now-- | ||
+ | Gloom, and the trance of Nature now. | ||
+ | The snake is in his cave asleep; | ||
+ | The birds are on the branches dreaming; | ||
+ | Only the shadows creep; | ||
+ | Only the glow-worm is gleaming; | ||
+ | Only the owls and the nightingales | ||
+ | Wake in this dell when daylight fails, | ||
+ | And gray shades gather in the woods; | ||
+ | And the owls have all fled far away | ||
+ | In a merrier glen to hoot and play, | ||
+ | For the moon is veiled and sleeping now. | ||
+ | The accustomed nightingale still broods | ||
+ | On her accustomed bough, | ||
+ | But she is mute; for her false mate | ||
+ | Has fled and left her desolate. | ||
+ | |||
+ | This silent spot tradition old | ||
+ | Had peopled with the spectral dead. | ||
+ | For the roots of the speaker' | ||
+ | And stiff, as with tremulous lips he told | ||
+ | That a hellish shape at midnight led | ||
+ | The ghost of a youth with hoary hair, | ||
+ | And sate on the seat beside him there, | ||
+ | Till a naked child came wandering by, | ||
+ | When the fiend would change to a lady fair! | ||
+ | A fearful tale! the truth was worse; | ||
+ | For here a sister and a brother | ||
+ | Had solemnized a monstrous curse, | ||
+ | Meeting in this fair solitude; | ||
+ | For beneath yon very sky, | ||
+ | Had they resigned to one another | ||
+ | Body and soul. The multitude, | ||
+ | Tracking them to the secret wood, | ||
+ | Tore limb from limb their innocent child, | ||
+ | And stabbed and trampled on its mother; | ||
+ | But the youth, for God's most holy grace, | ||
+ | A priest saved to burn in the market-place. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Duly at evening Helen came | ||
+ | To this lone silent spot, | ||
+ | From the wrecks of a tale of wilder sorrow | ||
+ | So much of sympathy to borrow | ||
+ | As soothed her own dark lot. | ||
+ | Duly each evening from her home, | ||
+ | With her fair child would Helen come | ||
+ | To sit upon that antique seat, | ||
+ | While the hues of day were pale; | ||
+ | And the bright boy beside her feet | ||
+ | Now lay, lifting at intervals | ||
+ | His broad blue eyes on her; | ||
+ | Now, where some sudden impulse calls, | ||
+ | Following. He was a gentle boy | ||
+ | And in all gentle sorts took joy. | ||
+ | Oft in a dry leaf for a boat, | ||
+ | With a small feather for a sail, | ||
+ | His fancy on that spring would float, | ||
+ | If some invisible breeze might stir | ||
+ | Its marble calm; and Helen smiled | ||
+ | Through tears of awe on the gay child, | ||
+ | To think that a boy as fair as he, | ||
+ | In years which never more may be, | ||
+ | By that same fount, in that same wood, | ||
+ | The like sweet fancies had pursued; | ||
+ | And that a mother, lost like her, | ||
+ | Had mournfully sate watching him. | ||
+ | Then all the scene was wont to swim | ||
+ | Through the mist of a burning tear. | ||
+ | For many months had Helen known | ||
+ | This scene; and now she thither turned | ||
+ | Her footsteps, not alone. | ||
+ | The friend whose falsehood she had mourned | ||
+ | Sate with her on that seat of stone. | ||
+ | Silent they sate; for evening, | ||
+ | And the power its glimpses bring, | ||
+ | Had with one awful shadow quelled | ||
+ | The passion of their grief. They sate | ||
+ | With linkèd hands, for unrepelled | ||
+ | Had Helen taken Rosalind' | ||
+ | Like the autumn wind, when it unbinds | ||
+ | The tangled locks of the nightshade' | ||
+ | Which is twined in the sultry summer air | ||
+ | Round the walls of an outworn sepulchre, | ||
+ | Did the voice of Helen, sad and sweet, | ||
+ | And the sound of her heart that ever beat | ||
+ | As with sighs and words she breathed on her, | ||
+ | Unbind the knots of her friend' | ||
+ | Till her thoughts were free to float and flow; | ||
+ | And from her laboring bosom now, | ||
+ | Like the bursting of a prisoned flame, | ||
+ | The voice of a long-pent sorrow came. | ||
+ | |||
+ | ROSALIND | ||
+ | I saw the dark earth fall upon | ||
+ | The coffin; and I saw the stone | ||
+ | Laid over him whom this cold breast | ||
+ | Had pillowed to his nightly rest! | ||
+ | Thou knowest not, thou canst not know | ||
+ | My agony. Oh! I could not weep. | ||
+ | The sources whence such blessings flow | ||
+ | Were not to be approached by me! | ||
+ | But I could smile, and I could sleep, | ||
+ | Though with a self-accusing heart. | ||
+ | In morning' | ||
+ | I watched--and would not thence depart-- | ||
+ | My husband' | ||
+ | My children knew their sire was gone; | ||
+ | But when I told them, 'He is dead,' | ||
+ | They laughed aloud in frantic glee, | ||
+ | They clapped their hands and leaped about, | ||
+ | Answering each other' | ||
+ | With many a prank and merry shout. | ||
+ | But I sate silent and alone, | ||
+ | Wrapped in the mock of mourning weed. | ||
+ | |||
+ | They laughed, for he was dead; but I | ||
+ | Sate with a hard and tearless eye, | ||
+ | And with a heart which would deny | ||
+ | The secret joy it could not quell, | ||
+ | Low muttering o'er his loathèd name; | ||
+ | Till from that self-contention came | ||
+ | Remorse where sin was none; a hell | ||
+ | Which in pure spirits should not dwell. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I 'll tell thee truth. He was a man | ||
+ | Hard, selfish, loving only gold, | ||
+ | Yet full of guile; his pale eyes ran | ||
+ | With tears which each some falsehood told, | ||
+ | And oft his smooth and bridled tongue | ||
+ | Would give the lie to his flushing cheek; | ||
+ | He was a coward to the strong; | ||
+ | He was a tyrant to the weak, | ||
+ | On whom his vengeance he would wreak; | ||
+ | For scorn, whose arrows search the heart, | ||
+ | From many a stranger' | ||
+ | And on his memory cling, and follow | ||
+ | His soul to its home so cold and hollow. | ||
+ | He was a tyrant to the weak, | ||
+ | And we were such, alas the day! | ||
+ | Oft, when my little ones at play | ||
+ | Were in youth' | ||
+ | Or if they listened to some tale | ||
+ | Of travellers, or of fairyland, | ||
+ | When the light from the wood-fire' | ||
+ | Flashed on their faces,--if they heard | ||
+ | Or thought they heard upon the stair | ||
+ | His footstep, the suspended word | ||
+ | Died on my lips; we all grew pale; | ||
+ | The babe at my bosom was hushed with fear | ||
+ | If it thought it heard its father near; | ||
+ | And my two wild boys would near my knee | ||
+ | Cling, cowed and cowering fearfully. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I 'll tell thee truth: I loved another. | ||
+ | His name in my ear was ever ringing, | ||
+ | His form to my brain was ever clinging; | ||
+ | Yet, if some stranger breathed that name, | ||
+ | My lips turned white, and my heart beat fast. | ||
+ | My nights were once haunted by dreams of flame, | ||
+ | My days were dim in the shadow cast | ||
+ | By the memory of the same! | ||
+ | Day and night, day and night, | ||
+ | He was my breath and life and light, | ||
+ | For three short years, which soon were passed. | ||
+ | On the fourth, my gentle mother | ||
+ | Led me to the shrine, to be | ||
+ | His sworn bride eternally. | ||
+ | And now we stood on the altar stair, | ||
+ | When my father came from a distant land, | ||
+ | And with a loud and fearful cry | ||
+ | Rushed between us suddenly. | ||
+ | I saw the stream of his thin gray hair, | ||
+ | I saw his lean and lifted hand, | ||
+ | And heard his words--and live! O God! | ||
+ | Wherefore do I live? | ||
+ | He cried, 'I tell thee 't is her brother! | ||
+ | Thy mother, boy, beneath the sod | ||
+ | Of yon churchyard rests in her shroud so cold; | ||
+ | I am now weak, and pale, and old; | ||
+ | We were once dear to one another, | ||
+ | I and that corpse! Thou art our child!' | ||
+ | Then with a laugh both long and wild | ||
+ | The youth upon the pavement fell. | ||
+ | They found him dead! All looked on me, | ||
+ | The spasms of my despair to see; | ||
+ | But I was calm. I went away; | ||
+ | I was clammy-cold like clay. | ||
+ | I did not weep; I did not speak; | ||
+ | But day by day, week after week, | ||
+ | I walked about like a corpse alive. | ||
+ | Alas! sweet friend, you must believe | ||
+ | This heart is stone--it did not break. | ||
+ | |||
+ | My father lived a little while, | ||
+ | But all might see that he was dying, | ||
+ | He smiled with such a woful smile. | ||
+ | When he was in the churchyard lying | ||
+ | Among the worms, we grew quite poor, | ||
+ | So that no one would give us bread; | ||
+ | My mother looked at me, and said | ||
+ | Faint words of cheer, which only meant | ||
+ | That she could die and be content; | ||
+ | So I went forth from the same church door | ||
+ | To another husband' | ||
+ | And this was he who died at last, | ||
+ | When weeks and months and years had passed, | ||
+ | Through which I firmly did fulfil | ||
+ | My duties, a devoted wife, | ||
+ | With the stern step of vanquished will | ||
+ | Walking beneath the night of life, | ||
+ | Whose hours extinguished, | ||
+ | Falling forever, pain by pain, | ||
+ | The very hope of death' | ||
+ | Which, since the heart within my breast | ||
+ | Of natural life was dispossessed, | ||
+ | Its strange sustainer there had been. | ||
+ | |||
+ | When flowers were dead, and grass was green | ||
+ | Upon my mother' | ||
+ | Whom to outlive, and cheer, and make | ||
+ | My wan eyes glitter for her sake, | ||
+ | Was my vowed task, the single care | ||
+ | Which once gave life to my despair-- | ||
+ | When she was a thing that did not stir, | ||
+ | And the crawling worms were cradling her | ||
+ | To a sleep more deep and so more sweet | ||
+ | Than a baby's rocked on its nurse' | ||
+ | I lived; a living pulse then beat | ||
+ | Beneath my heart that awakened me. | ||
+ | What was this pulse so warm and free? | ||
+ | Alas! I knew it could not be | ||
+ | My own dull blood. 'T was like a thought | ||
+ | Of liquid love, that spread and wrought | ||
+ | Under my bosom and in my brain, | ||
+ | And crept with the blood through every vein, | ||
+ | And hour by hour, day after day, | ||
+ | The wonder could not charm away | ||
+ | But laid in sleep my wakeful pain, | ||
+ | Until I knew it was a child, | ||
+ | And then I wept. For long, long years | ||
+ | These frozen eyes had shed no tears; | ||
+ | But now--' | ||
+ | When April has wept itself to May; | ||
+ | I sate through the sweet sunny day | ||
+ | By my window bowered round with leaves, | ||
+ | And down my cheeks the quick tears ran | ||
+ | Like twinkling rain-drops from the eaves, | ||
+ | When warm spring showers are passing o'er. | ||
+ | O Helen, none can ever tell | ||
+ | The joy it was to weep once more! | ||
+ | |||
+ | I wept to think how hard it were | ||
+ | To kill my babe, and take from it | ||
+ | The sense of light, and the warm air, | ||
+ | And my own fond and tender care, | ||
+ | And love and smiles; ere I knew yet | ||
+ | That these for it might, as for me, | ||
+ | Be the masks of a grinning mockery. | ||
+ | And haply, I would dream, 't were sweet | ||
+ | To feed it from my faded breast, | ||
+ | Or mark my own heart' | ||
+ | And watch the growing soul beneath | ||
+ | Dawn in faint smiles; and hear its breath, | ||
+ | Half interrupted by calm sighs, | ||
+ | And search the depth of its fair eyes | ||
+ | For long departed memories! | ||
+ | And so I lived till that sweet load | ||
+ | Was lightened. Darkly forward flowed | ||
+ | The stream of years, and on it bore | ||
+ | Two shapes of gladness to my sight; | ||
+ | Two other babes, delightful more, | ||
+ | In my lost soul's abandoned night, | ||
+ | Than their own country ships may be | ||
+ | Sailing towards wrecked mariners | ||
+ | Who cling to the rock of a wintry sea. | ||
+ | For each, as it came, brought soothing tears; | ||
+ | And a loosening warmth, as each one lay | ||
+ | Sucking the sullen milk away, | ||
+ | About my frozen heart did play, | ||
+ | And weaned it, oh, how painfully-- | ||
+ | As they themselves were weaned each one | ||
+ | From that sweet food--even from the thirst | ||
+ | Of death, and nothingness, | ||
+ | Strange inmate of a living breast, | ||
+ | Which all that I had undergone | ||
+ | Of grief and shame, since she who first | ||
+ | The gates of that dark refuge closed | ||
+ | Came to my sight, and almost burst | ||
+ | The seal of that Lethean spring-- | ||
+ | But these fair shadows interposed. | ||
+ | For all delights are shadows now! | ||
+ | And from my brain to my dull brow | ||
+ | The heavy tears gather and flow. | ||
+ | I cannot speak--oh, let me weep! | ||
+ | |||
+ | The tears which fell from her wan eyes | ||
+ | Glimmered among the moonlight dew. | ||
+ | Her deep hard sobs and heavy sighs | ||
+ | Their echoes in the darkness threw. | ||
+ | When she grew calm, she thus did keep | ||
+ | The tenor of her tale:-- | ||
+ | |||
+ | He died; | ||
+ | I know not how; he was not old, | ||
+ | If age be numbered by its years; | ||
+ | But he was bowed and bent with fears, | ||
+ | Pale with the quenchless thirst of gold, | ||
+ | Which, like fierce fever, left him weak; | ||
+ | And his strait lip and bloated cheek | ||
+ | Were warped in spasms by hollow sneers; | ||
+ | And selfish cares with barren plough, | ||
+ | Not age, had lined his narrow brow, | ||
+ | And foul and cruel thoughts, which feed | ||
+ | Upon the withering life within, | ||
+ | Like vipers on some poisonous weed. | ||
+ | Whether his ill were death or sin | ||
+ | None knew, until he died indeed, | ||
+ | And then men owned they were the same. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Seven days within my chamber lay | ||
+ | That corse, and my babes made holiday. | ||
+ | At last, I told them what is death. | ||
+ | The eldest, with a kind of shame, | ||
+ | Came to my knees with silent breath, | ||
+ | And sate awe-stricken at my feet; | ||
+ | And soon the others left their play, | ||
+ | And sate there too. It is unmeet | ||
+ | To shed on the brief flower of youth | ||
+ | The withering knowledge of the grave. | ||
+ | From me remorse then wrung that truth. | ||
+ | I could not bear the joy which gave | ||
+ | Too just a response to mine own. | ||
+ | In vain. I dared not feign a groan; | ||
+ | And in their artless looks I saw, | ||
+ | Between the mists of fear and awe, | ||
+ | That my own thought was theirs; and they | ||
+ | Expressed it not in words, but said, | ||
+ | Each in its heart, how every day | ||
+ | Will pass in happy work and play, | ||
+ | Now he is dead and gone away! | ||
+ | |||
+ | After the funeral all our kin | ||
+ | Assembled, and the will was read. | ||
+ | My friend, I tell thee, even the dead | ||
+ | Have strength, their putrid shrouds within, | ||
+ | To blast and torture. Those who live | ||
+ | Still fear the living, but a corse | ||
+ | Is merciless, and Power doth give | ||
+ | To such pale tyrants half the spoil | ||
+ | He rends from those who groan and toil, | ||
+ | Because they blush not with remorse | ||
+ | Among their crawling worms. Behold, | ||
+ | I have no child! my tale grows old | ||
+ | With grief, and staggers; let it reach | ||
+ | The limits of my feeble speech, | ||
+ | And languidly at length recline | ||
+ | On the brink of its own grave and mine. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Thou knowest what a thing is Poverty | ||
+ | Among the fallen on evil days. | ||
+ | 'T is Crime, and Fear, and Infamy, | ||
+ | And houseless Want in frozen ways | ||
+ | Wandering ungarmented, | ||
+ | And, worse than all, that inward stain, | ||
+ | Foul Self-contempt, | ||
+ | Youth' | ||
+ | First like hot gall, then dry forever! | ||
+ | And well thou knowest a mother never | ||
+ | Could doom her children to this ill, | ||
+ | And well he knew the same. The will | ||
+ | Imported that, if e'er again | ||
+ | I sought my children to behold, | ||
+ | Or in my birthplace did remain | ||
+ | Beyond three days, whose hours were told, | ||
+ | They should inherit nought; and he, | ||
+ | To whom next came their patrimony, | ||
+ | A sallow lawyer, cruel and cold, | ||
+ | Aye watched me, as the will was read, | ||
+ | With eyes askance, which sought to see | ||
+ | The secrets of my agony; | ||
+ | And with close lips and anxious brow | ||
+ | Stood canvassing still to and fro | ||
+ | The chance of my resolve, and all | ||
+ | The dead man's caution just did call; | ||
+ | For in that killing lie 't was said-- | ||
+ | 'She is adulterous, and doth hold | ||
+ | In secret that the Christian creed | ||
+ | Is false, and therefore is much need | ||
+ | That I should have a care to save | ||
+ | My children from eternal fire.' | ||
+ | Friend, he was sheltered by the grave, | ||
+ | And therefore dared to be a liar! | ||
+ | In truth, the Indian on the pyre | ||
+ | Of her dead husband, half consumed, | ||
+ | As well might there be false as I | ||
+ | To those abhorred embraces doomed, | ||
+ | Far worse than fire's brief agony. | ||
+ | As to the Christian creed, if true | ||
+ | Or false, I never questioned it; | ||
+ | I took it as the vulgar do; | ||
+ | Nor my vexed soul had leisure yet | ||
+ | To doubt the things men say, or deem | ||
+ | That they are other than they seem. | ||
+ | |||
+ | All present who those crimes did hear, | ||
+ | In feigned or actual scorn and fear, | ||
+ | Men, women, children, slunk away, | ||
+ | Whispering with self-contented pride | ||
+ | Which half suspects its own base lie. | ||
+ | I spoke to none, nor did abide, | ||
+ | But silently I went my way, | ||
+ | Nor noticed I where joyously | ||
+ | Sate my two younger babes at play | ||
+ | In the courtyard through which I passed; | ||
+ | But went with footsteps firm and fast | ||
+ | Till I came to the brink of the ocean green, | ||
+ | And there, a woman with gray hairs, | ||
+ | Who had my mother' | ||
+ | Kneeling, with many tears and prayers, | ||
+ | Made me accept a purse of gold, | ||
+ | Half of the earnings she had kept | ||
+ | To refuge her when weak and old. | ||
+ | With woe, which never sleeps or slept, | ||
+ | I wander now. 'T is a vain thought-- | ||
+ | But on yon Alp, whose snowy head | ||
+ | 'Mid the azure air is islanded, | ||
+ | (We see it--o' | ||
+ | Which sunrise from its eastern caves | ||
+ | Drives, wrinkling into golden waves, | ||
+ | Hung with its precipices proud-- | ||
+ | From that gray stone where first we met) | ||
+ | There--now who knows the dead feel nought?-- | ||
+ | Should be my grave; for he who yet | ||
+ | Is my soul's soul once said: '' | ||
+ | 'Mid stars and lightnings to abide, | ||
+ | And winds, and lulling snows that beat | ||
+ | With their soft flakes the mountain wide, | ||
+ | Where weary meteor lamps repose, | ||
+ | And languid storms their pinions close, | ||
+ | And all things strong and bright and pure, | ||
+ | And ever during, aye endure. | ||
+ | Who knows, if one were buried there, | ||
+ | But these things might our spirits make, | ||
+ | Amid the all-surrounding air, | ||
+ | Their own eternity partake?' | ||
+ | Then 't was a wild and playful saying | ||
+ | At which I laughed or seemed to laugh. | ||
+ | They were his words--now heed my praying, | ||
+ | And let them be my epitaph. | ||
+ | Thy memory for a term may be | ||
+ | My monument. Wilt remember me? | ||
+ | I know thou wilt; and canst forgive, | ||
+ | Whilst in this erring world to live | ||
+ | My soul disdained not, that I thought | ||
+ | Its lying forms were worthy aught, | ||
+ | And much less thee. | ||
+ | |||
+ | HELEN | ||
+ | Oh, speak not so! | ||
+ | But come to me and pour thy woe | ||
+ | Into this heart, full though it be, | ||
+ | Aye overflowing with its own. | ||
+ | I thought that grief had severed me | ||
+ | From all beside who weep and groan, | ||
+ | Its likeness upon earth to be-- | ||
+ | Its express image; but thou art | ||
+ | More wretched. Sweet, we will not part | ||
+ | Henceforth, if death be not division; | ||
+ | If so, the dead feel no contrition. | ||
+ | But wilt thou hear, since last we parted, | ||
+ | All that has left me broken-hearted? | ||
+ | |||
+ | ROSALIND | ||
+ | Yes, speak. The faintest stars are scarcely shorn | ||
+ | Of their thin beams by that delusive morn | ||
+ | Which sinks again in darkness, like the light | ||
+ | Of early love, soon lost in total night. | ||
+ | |||
+ | HELEN | ||
+ | Alas! Italian winds are mild, | ||
+ | But my bosom is cold--wintry cold; | ||
+ | When the warm air weaves, among the fresh leaves, | ||
+ | Soft music, my poor brain is wild, | ||
+ | And I am weak like a nursling child, | ||
+ | Though my soul with grief is gray and old. | ||
+ | |||
+ | ROSALIND | ||
+ | Weep not at thine own words, though they must make | ||
+ | Me weep. What is thy tale? | ||
+ | |||
+ | HELEN | ||
+ | I fear 't will shake | ||
+ | Thy gentle heart with tears. Thou well | ||
+ | Rememberest when we met no more; | ||
+ | And, though I dwelt with Lionel, | ||
+ | That friendless caution pierced me sore | ||
+ | With grief; a wound my spirit bore | ||
+ | Indignantly--but when he died, | ||
+ | With him lay dead both hope and pride. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Alas! all hope is buried now. | ||
+ | But then men dreamed the aged earth | ||
+ | Was laboring in that mighty birth | ||
+ | Which many a poet and a sage | ||
+ | Has aye foreseen--the happy age | ||
+ | When truth and love shall dwell below | ||
+ | Among the works and ways of men; | ||
+ | Which on this world not power but will | ||
+ | Even now is wanting to fulfil. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Among mankind what thence befell | ||
+ | Of strife, how vain, is known too well; | ||
+ | When Liberty' | ||
+ | 'Mid murderous howls. To Lionel, | ||
+ | Though of great wealth and lineage high, | ||
+ | Yet through those dungeon walls there came | ||
+ | Thy thrilling light, O Liberty! | ||
+ | And as the meteor' | ||
+ | Startles the dreamer, sun-like truth | ||
+ | Flashed on his visionary youth, | ||
+ | And filled him, not with love, but faith, | ||
+ | And hope, and courage mute in death; | ||
+ | For love and life in him were twins, | ||
+ | Born at one birth. In every other | ||
+ | First life, then love, its course begins, | ||
+ | Though they be children of one mother; | ||
+ | And so through this dark world they fleet | ||
+ | Divided, till in death they meet; | ||
+ | But he loved all things ever. Then | ||
+ | He passed amid the strife of men, | ||
+ | And stood at the throne of armèd power | ||
+ | Pleading for a world of woe. | ||
+ | Secure as one on a rock-built tower | ||
+ | O'er the wrecks which the surge trails to and fro, | ||
+ | 'Mid the passions wild of humankind | ||
+ | He stood, like a spirit calming them; | ||
+ | For, it was said, his words could bind | ||
+ | Like music the lulled crowd, and stem | ||
+ | That torrent of unquiet dream | ||
+ | Which mortals truth and reason deem, | ||
+ | But is revenge and fear and pride. | ||
+ | Joyous he was; and hope and peace | ||
+ | On all who heard him did abide, | ||
+ | Raining like dew from his sweet talk, | ||
+ | As where the evening star may walk | ||
+ | Along the brink of the gloomy seas, | ||
+ | Liquid mists of splendor quiver. | ||
+ | His very gestures touched to tears | ||
+ | The unpersuaded tyrant, never | ||
+ | So moved before; his presence stung | ||
+ | The torturers with their victim' | ||
+ | And none knew how; and through their ears | ||
+ | The subtle witchcraft of his tongue | ||
+ | Unlocked the hearts of those who keep | ||
+ | Gold, the world' | ||
+ | Men wondered, and some sneered to see | ||
+ | One sow what he could never reap; | ||
+ | For he is rich, they said, and young, | ||
+ | And might drink from the depths of luxury. | ||
+ | If he seeks fame, fame never crowned | ||
+ | The champion of a trampled creed; | ||
+ | If he seeks power, power is enthroned | ||
+ | 'Mid ancient rights and wrongs, to feed | ||
+ | Which hungry wolves with praise and spoil | ||
+ | Those who would sit near power must toil; | ||
+ | And such, there sitting, all may see. | ||
+ | What seeks he? All that others seek | ||
+ | He casts away, like a vile weed | ||
+ | Which the sea casts unreturningly. | ||
+ | That poor and hungry men should break | ||
+ | The laws which wreak them toil and scorn | ||
+ | We understand; but Lionel, | ||
+ | We know, is rich and nobly born. | ||
+ | So wondered they; yet all men loved | ||
+ | Young Lionel, though few approved; | ||
+ | All but the priests, whose hatred fell | ||
+ | Like the unseen blight of a smiling day, | ||
+ | The withering honey-dew which clings | ||
+ | Under the bright green buds of May | ||
+ | Whilst they unfold their emerald wings; | ||
+ | For he made verses wild and queer | ||
+ | On the strange creeds priests hold so dear | ||
+ | Because they bring them land and gold. | ||
+ | Of devils and saints and all such gear | ||
+ | He made tales which whoso heard or read | ||
+ | Would laugh till he were almost dead. | ||
+ | So this grew a proverb: ' | ||
+ | Till Lionel' | ||
+ | And then you will laugh yourself young again.' | ||
+ | So the priests hated him, and he | ||
+ | Repaid their hate with cheerful glee. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Ah, smiles and joyance quickly died, | ||
+ | For public hope grew pale and dim | ||
+ | In an altered time and tide, | ||
+ | And in its wasting withered him, | ||
+ | As a summer flower that blows too soon | ||
+ | Droops in the smile of the waning moon, | ||
+ | When it scatters through an April night | ||
+ | The frozen dews of wrinkling blight. | ||
+ | None now hoped more. Gray Power was seated | ||
+ | Safely on her ancestral throne; | ||
+ | And Faith, the Python, undefeated | ||
+ | Even to its blood-stained steps dragged on | ||
+ | Her foul and wounded train; and men | ||
+ | Were trampled and deceived again, | ||
+ | And words and shows again could bind | ||
+ | The wailing tribes of humankind | ||
+ | In scorn and famine. Fire and blood | ||
+ | Raged round the raging multitude, | ||
+ | To fields remote by tyrants sent | ||
+ | To be the scornèd instrument | ||
+ | With which they drag from mines of gore | ||
+ | The chains their slaves yet ever wore; | ||
+ | And in the streets men met each other, | ||
+ | And by old altars and in halls, | ||
+ | And smiled again at festivals. | ||
+ | But each man found in his heart' | ||
+ | Cold cheer; for all, though half deceived, | ||
+ | The outworn creeds again believed, | ||
+ | And the same round anew began | ||
+ | Which the weary world yet ever ran. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Many then wept, not tears, but gall, | ||
+ | Within their hearts, like drops which fall | ||
+ | Wasting the fountain-stone away. | ||
+ | And in that dark and evil day | ||
+ | Did all desires and thoughts that claim | ||
+ | Men's care--ambition, | ||
+ | Love, hope, though hope was now despair-- | ||
+ | Indue the colors of this change, | ||
+ | As from the all-surrounding air | ||
+ | The earth takes hues obscure and strange, | ||
+ | When storm and earthquake linger there. | ||
+ | |||
+ | And so, my friend, it then befell | ||
+ | To many,--most to Lionel, | ||
+ | Whose hope was like the life of youth | ||
+ | Within him, and when dead became | ||
+ | A spirit of unresting flame, | ||
+ | Which goaded him in his distress | ||
+ | Over the world' | ||
+ | Three years he left his native land, | ||
+ | And on the fourth, when he returned, | ||
+ | None knew him; he was stricken deep | ||
+ | With some disease of mind, and turned | ||
+ | Into aught unlike Lionel. | ||
+ | On him--on whom, did he pause in sleep, | ||
+ | Serenest smiles were wont to keep, | ||
+ | And, did he wake, a wingèd band | ||
+ | Of bright Persuasions, | ||
+ | On his sweet lips and liquid eyes, | ||
+ | Kept their swift pinions half outspread | ||
+ | To do on men his least command-- | ||
+ | On him, whom once 't was paradise | ||
+ | Even to behold, now misery lay. | ||
+ | In his own heart 't was merciless-- | ||
+ | To all things else none may express | ||
+ | Its innocence and tenderness. | ||
+ | |||
+ | 'T was said that he had refuge sought | ||
+ | In love from his unquiet thought | ||
+ | In distant lands, and been deceived | ||
+ | By some strange show; for there were found, | ||
+ | Blotted with tears--as those relieved | ||
+ | By their own words are wont to do-- | ||
+ | These mournful verses on the ground, | ||
+ | By all who read them blotted too. | ||
+ | |||
+ | 'How am I changed! my hopes were once like fire; | ||
+ | I loved, and I believed that life was love. | ||
+ | How am I lost! on wings of swift desire | ||
+ | Among Heaven' | ||
+ | I slept, and silver dreams did aye inspire | ||
+ | My liquid sleep; I woke, and did approve | ||
+ | All Nature to my heart, and thought to make | ||
+ | A paradise of earth for one sweet sake. | ||
+ | |||
+ | 'I love, but I believe in love no more. | ||
+ | I feel desire, but hope not. Oh, from sleep | ||
+ | Most vainly must my weary brain implore | ||
+ | Its long lost flattery now! I wake to weep, | ||
+ | And sit through the long day gnawing the core | ||
+ | Of my bitter heart, and, like a miser, keep-- | ||
+ | Since none in what I feel take pain or pleasure-- | ||
+ | To my own soul its self-consuming treasure.' | ||
+ | |||
+ | He dwelt beside me near the sea; | ||
+ | And oft in evening did we meet, | ||
+ | When the waves, beneath the starlight, flee | ||
+ | O'er the yellow sands with silver feet, | ||
+ | And talked. Our talk was sad and sweet, | ||
+ | Till slowly from his mien there passed | ||
+ | The desolation which it spoke; | ||
+ | And smiles--as when the lightning' | ||
+ | Has parched some heaven-delighting oak, | ||
+ | The next spring shows leaves pale and rare, | ||
+ | But like flowers delicate and fair, | ||
+ | On its rent boughs--again arrayed | ||
+ | His countenance in tender light; | ||
+ | His words grew subtle fire, which made | ||
+ | The air his hearers breathed delight; | ||
+ | His motions, like the winds, were free, | ||
+ | Which bend the bright grass gracefully, | ||
+ | Then fade away in circlets faint; | ||
+ | And wingèd Hope--on which upborne | ||
+ | His soul seemed hovering in his eyes, | ||
+ | Like some bright spirit newly born | ||
+ | Floating amid the sunny skies-- | ||
+ | Sprang forth from his rent heart anew. | ||
+ | Yet o'er his talk, and looks, and mien, | ||
+ | Tempering their loveliness too keen, | ||
+ | Past woe its shadow backward threw; | ||
+ | Till, like an exhalation spread | ||
+ | From flowers half drunk with evening dew, | ||
+ | They did become infectious--sweet | ||
+ | And subtle mists of sense and thought, | ||
+ | Which wrapped us soon, when we might meet, | ||
+ | Almost from our own looks and aught | ||
+ | The wild world holds. And so his mind | ||
+ | Was healed, while mine grew sick with fear; | ||
+ | For ever now his health declined, | ||
+ | Like some frail bark which cannot bear | ||
+ | The impulse of an altered wind, | ||
+ | Though prosperous; and my heart grew full, | ||
+ | 'Mid its new joy, of a new care; | ||
+ | For his cheek became, not pale, but fair, | ||
+ | As rose-o' | ||
+ | And soon his deep and sunny hair, | ||
+ | In this alone less beautiful, | ||
+ | Like grass in tombs grew wild and rare. | ||
+ | The blood in his translucent veins | ||
+ | Beat, not like animal life, but love | ||
+ | Seemed now its sullen springs to move, | ||
+ | When life had failed, and all its pains; | ||
+ | And sudden sleep would seize him oft | ||
+ | Like death, so calm,--but that a tear, | ||
+ | His pointed eye-lashes between, | ||
+ | Would gather in the light serene | ||
+ | Of smiles whose lustre bright and soft | ||
+ | Beneath lay undulating there. | ||
+ | His breath was like inconstant flame | ||
+ | As eagerly it went and came; | ||
+ | And I hung o'er him in his sleep, | ||
+ | Till, like an image in the lake | ||
+ | Which rains disturb, my tears would break | ||
+ | The shadow of that slumber deep. | ||
+ | Then he would bid me not to weep, | ||
+ | And say, with flattery false yet sweet, | ||
+ | That death and he could never meet, | ||
+ | If I would never part with him. | ||
+ | And so we loved, and did unite | ||
+ | All that in us was yet divided; | ||
+ | For when he said, that many a rite, | ||
+ | By men to bind but once provided, | ||
+ | Could not be shared by him and me, | ||
+ | Or they would kill him in their glee, | ||
+ | I shuddered, and then laughing said-- | ||
+ | 'We will have rites our faith to bind, | ||
+ | But our church shall be the starry night, | ||
+ | Our altar the grassy earth outspread, | ||
+ | And our priest the muttering wind.' | ||
+ | |||
+ | 'T was sunset as I spoke. One star | ||
+ | Had scarce burst forth, when from afar | ||
+ | The ministers of misrule sent | ||
+ | Seized upon Lionel, and bore | ||
+ | His chained limbs to a dreary tower, | ||
+ | In the midst of a city vast and wide. | ||
+ | For he, they said, from his mind had bent | ||
+ | Against their gods keen blasphemy, | ||
+ | For which, though his soul must roasted be | ||
+ | In hell's red lakes immortally, | ||
+ | Yet even on earth must he abide | ||
+ | The vengeance of their slaves: a trial, | ||
+ | I think, men call it. What avail | ||
+ | Are prayers and tears, which chase denial | ||
+ | From the fierce savage nursed in hate? | ||
+ | What the knit soul that pleading and pale | ||
+ | Makes wan the quivering cheek which late | ||
+ | It painted with its own delight? | ||
+ | We were divided. As I could, | ||
+ | I stilled the tingling of my blood, | ||
+ | And followed him in their despite, | ||
+ | As a widow follows, pale and wild, | ||
+ | The murderers and corse of her only child; | ||
+ | And when we came to the prison door, | ||
+ | And I prayed to share his dungeon floor | ||
+ | With prayers which rarely have been spurned, | ||
+ | And when men drove me forth, and I | ||
+ | Stared with blank frenzy on the sky,-- | ||
+ | A farewell look of love he turned, | ||
+ | Half calming me; then gazed awhile, | ||
+ | As if through that black and massy pile, | ||
+ | And through the crowd around him there, | ||
+ | And through the dense and murky air, | ||
+ | And the thronged streets, he did espy | ||
+ | What poets know and prophesy; | ||
+ | And said, with voice that made them shiver | ||
+ | And clung like music in my brain, | ||
+ | And which the mute walls spoke again | ||
+ | Prolonging it with deepened strain-- | ||
+ | 'Fear not the tyrants shall rule forever, | ||
+ | Or the priests of the bloody faith; | ||
+ | They stand on the brink of that mighty river, | ||
+ | Whose waves they have tainted with death; | ||
+ | It is fed from the depths of a thousand dells, | ||
+ | Around them it foams, and rages, and swells, | ||
+ | And their swords and their sceptres I floating see, | ||
+ | Like wrecks, in the surge of eternity.' | ||
+ | |||
+ | I dwelt beside the prison gate; | ||
+ | And the strange crowd that out and in | ||
+ | Passed, some, no doubt, with mine own fate, | ||
+ | Might have fretted me with its ceaseless din, | ||
+ | But the fever of care was louder within. | ||
+ | Soon but too late, in penitence | ||
+ | Or fear, his foes released him thence. | ||
+ | I saw his thin and languid form, | ||
+ | As leaning on the jailor' | ||
+ | Whose hardened eyes grew moist the while | ||
+ | To meet his mute and faded smile | ||
+ | And hear his words of kind farewell, | ||
+ | He tottered forth from his damp cell. | ||
+ | Many had never wept before, | ||
+ | From whom fast tears then gushed and fell; | ||
+ | Many will relent no more, | ||
+ | Who sobbed like infants then; ay, all | ||
+ | Who thronged the prison' | ||
+ | The rulers or the slaves of law, | ||
+ | Felt with a new surprise and awe | ||
+ | That they were human, till strong shame | ||
+ | Made them again become the same. | ||
+ | The prison bloodhounds, | ||
+ | From human looks the infection caught, | ||
+ | And fondly crouched and fawned on him; | ||
+ | And men have heard the prisoners say, | ||
+ | Who in their rotting dungeons lay, | ||
+ | That from that hour, throughout one day, | ||
+ | The fierce despair and hate which kept | ||
+ | Their trampled bosoms almost slept, | ||
+ | Where, like twin vultures, they hung feeding | ||
+ | On each heart' | ||
+ | Because their jailors' | ||
+ | Grew merciful, like a parent' | ||
+ | |||
+ | I know not how, but we were free; | ||
+ | And Lionel sate alone with me, | ||
+ | As the carriage drove through the streets apace; | ||
+ | And we looked upon each other' | ||
+ | And the blood in our fingers intertwined | ||
+ | Ran like the thoughts of a single mind, | ||
+ | As the swift emotions went and came | ||
+ | Through the veins of each united frame. | ||
+ | So through the long, long streets we passed | ||
+ | Of the million-peopled City vast; | ||
+ | Which is that desert, where each one | ||
+ | Seeks his mate yet is alone, | ||
+ | Beloved and sought and mourned of none; | ||
+ | Until the clear blue sky was seen, | ||
+ | And the grassy meadows bright and green. | ||
+ | And then I sunk in his embrace | ||
+ | Enclosing there a mighty space | ||
+ | Of love; and so we travelled on | ||
+ | By woods, and fields of yellow flowers, | ||
+ | And towns, and villages, and towers, | ||
+ | Day after day of happy hours. | ||
+ | It was the azure time of June, | ||
+ | When the skies are deep in the stainless noon, | ||
+ | And the warm and fitful breezes shake | ||
+ | The fresh green leaves of the hedge-row briar; | ||
+ | And there were odors then to make | ||
+ | The very breath we did respire | ||
+ | A liquid element, whereon | ||
+ | Our spirits, like delighted things | ||
+ | That walk the air on subtle wings, | ||
+ | Floated and mingled far away | ||
+ | 'Mid the warm winds of the sunny day. | ||
+ | And when the evening star came forth | ||
+ | Above the curve of the new bent moon, | ||
+ | And light and sound ebbed from the earth, | ||
+ | Like the tide of the full and the weary sea | ||
+ | To the depths of its own tranquillity, | ||
+ | Our natures to its own repose | ||
+ | Did the earth' | ||
+ | Like flowers, which on each other close | ||
+ | Their languid leaves when daylight' | ||
+ | We lay, till new emotions came, | ||
+ | Which seemed to make each mortal frame | ||
+ | One soul of interwoven flame, | ||
+ | A life in life, a second birth | ||
+ | In worlds diviner far than earth;-- | ||
+ | Which, like two strains of harmony | ||
+ | That mingle in the silent sky, | ||
+ | Then slowly disunite, passed by | ||
+ | And left the tenderness of tears, | ||
+ | A soft oblivion of all fears, | ||
+ | A sweet sleep:--so we travelled on | ||
+ | Till we came to the home of Lionel, | ||
+ | Among the mountains wild and lone, | ||
+ | Beside the hoary western sea, | ||
+ | Which near the verge of the echoing shore | ||
+ | The massy forest shadowed o'er. | ||
+ | |||
+ | The ancient steward with hair all hoar, | ||
+ | As we alighted, wept to see | ||
+ | His master changed so fearfully; | ||
+ | And the old man's sobs did waken me | ||
+ | From my dream of unremaining gladness; | ||
+ | The truth flashed o'er me like quick madness | ||
+ | When I looked, and saw that there was death | ||
+ | On Lionel. Yet day by day | ||
+ | He lived, till fear grew hope and faith, | ||
+ | And in my soul I dared to say, | ||
+ | Nothing so bright can pass away; | ||
+ | Death is dark, and foul, and dull, | ||
+ | But he is--oh, how beautiful! | ||
+ | Yet day by day he grew more weak, | ||
+ | And his sweet voice, when he might speak, | ||
+ | Which ne'er was loud, became more low; | ||
+ | And the light which flashed through his waxen cheek | ||
+ | Grew faint, as the rose-like hues which flow | ||
+ | From sunset o'er the Alpine snow; | ||
+ | And death seemed not like death in him, | ||
+ | For the spirit of life o'er every limb | ||
+ | Lingered, a mist of sense and thought. | ||
+ | When the summer wind faint odors brought | ||
+ | From mountain flowers, even as it passed, | ||
+ | His cheek would change, as the noonday sea | ||
+ | Which the dying breeze sweeps fitfully. | ||
+ | If but a cloud the sky o' | ||
+ | You might see his color come and go, | ||
+ | And the softest strain of music made | ||
+ | Sweet smiles, yet sad, arise and fade | ||
+ | Amid the dew of his tender eyes; | ||
+ | And the breath, with intermitting flow, | ||
+ | Made his pale lips quiver and part. | ||
+ | You might hear the beatings of his heart, | ||
+ | Quick but not strong; and with my tresses | ||
+ | When oft he playfully would bind | ||
+ | In the bowers of mossy lonelinesses | ||
+ | His neck, and win me so to mingle | ||
+ | In the sweet depth of woven caresses, | ||
+ | And our faint limbs were intertwined, | ||
+ | Alas! the unquiet life did tingle | ||
+ | From mine own heart through every vein, | ||
+ | Like a captive in dreams of liberty, | ||
+ | Who beats the walls of his stony cell. | ||
+ | But his, it seemed already free, | ||
+ | Like the shadow of fire surrounding me! | ||
+ | On my faint eyes and limbs did dwell | ||
+ | That spirit as it passed, till soon-- | ||
+ | As a frail cloud wandering o'er the moon, | ||
+ | Beneath its light invisible, | ||
+ | Is seen when it folds its gray wings again | ||
+ | To alight on midnight' | ||
+ | I lived and saw, and the gathering soul | ||
+ | Passed from beneath that strong control, | ||
+ | And I fell on a life which was sick with fear | ||
+ | Of all the woe that now I bear. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Amid a bloomless myrtle wood, | ||
+ | On a green and sea-girt promontory | ||
+ | Not far from where we dwelt, there stood, | ||
+ | In record of a sweet sad story, | ||
+ | An altar and a temple bright | ||
+ | Circled by steps, and o'er the gate | ||
+ | Was sculptured, 'To Fidelity;' | ||
+ | And in the shrine an image sate | ||
+ | All veiled; but there was seen the light | ||
+ | Of smiles which faintly could express | ||
+ | A mingled pain and tenderness | ||
+ | Through that ethereal drapery. | ||
+ | The left hand held the head, the right-- | ||
+ | Beyond the veil, beneath the skin, | ||
+ | You might see the nerves quivering within-- | ||
+ | Was forcing the point of a barbèd dart | ||
+ | Into its side-convulsing heart. | ||
+ | An unskilled hand, yet one informed | ||
+ | With genius, had the marble warmed | ||
+ | With that pathetic life. This tale | ||
+ | It told: A dog had from the sea, | ||
+ | When the tide was raging fearfully, | ||
+ | Dragged Lionel' | ||
+ | Then died beside her on the sand, | ||
+ | And she that temple thence had planned; | ||
+ | But it was Lionel' | ||
+ | Had wrought the image. Each new moon | ||
+ | That lady did, in this lone fane, | ||
+ | The rites of a religion sweet | ||
+ | Whose god was in her heart and brain. | ||
+ | The seasons' | ||
+ | On the marble floor beneath her feet, | ||
+ | And she brought crowns of sea-buds white | ||
+ | Whose odor is so sweet and faint, | ||
+ | And weeds, like branching chrysolite, | ||
+ | Woven in devices fine and quaint; | ||
+ | And tears from her brown eyes did stain | ||
+ | The altar; need but look upon | ||
+ | That dying statue, fair and wan, | ||
+ | If tears should cease, to weep again; | ||
+ | And rare Arabian odors came, | ||
+ | Through the myrtle copses, steaming thence | ||
+ | From the hissing frankincense, | ||
+ | Whose smoke, wool-white as ocean foam, | ||
+ | Hung in dense flocks beneath the dome-- | ||
+ | That ivory dome, whose azure night | ||
+ | With golden stars, like heaven, was bright | ||
+ | O'er the split cedar' | ||
+ | And the lady's harp would kindle there | ||
+ | The melody of an old air, | ||
+ | Softer than sleep; the villagers | ||
+ | Mixed their religion up with hers, | ||
+ | And, as they listened round, shed tears. | ||
+ | |||
+ | One eve he led me to this fane. | ||
+ | Daylight on its last purple cloud | ||
+ | Was lingering gray, and soon her strain | ||
+ | The nightingale began; now loud, | ||
+ | Climbing in circles the windless sky, | ||
+ | Now dying music; suddenly | ||
+ | 'T is scattered in a thousand notes; | ||
+ | And now to the hushed ear it floats | ||
+ | Like field-smells known in infancy, | ||
+ | Then, failing, soothes the air again. | ||
+ | We sate within that temple lone, | ||
+ | Pavilioned round with Parian stone; | ||
+ | His mother' | ||
+ | I had awakened music soft | ||
+ | Amid its wires; the nightingale | ||
+ | Was pausing in her heaven-taught tale. | ||
+ | 'Now drain the cup,' said Lionel, | ||
+ | 'Which the poet-bird has crowned so well | ||
+ | With the wine of her bright and liquid song! | ||
+ | Heard' | ||
+ | That heaven-resounding minstrelsy? | ||
+ | Heard' | ||
+ | Awake in a world of ecstasy? | ||
+ | That love, when limbs are interwoven, | ||
+ | And sleep, when the night of life is cloven, | ||
+ | And thought, to the world' | ||
+ | And music, when one beloved is singing, | ||
+ | Is death? Let us drain right joyously | ||
+ | The cup which the sweet bird fills for me.' | ||
+ | He paused, and to my lips he bent | ||
+ | His own; like spirit his words went | ||
+ | Through all my limbs with the speed of fire; | ||
+ | And his keen eyes, glittering through mine, | ||
+ | Filled me with the flame divine | ||
+ | Which in their orbs was burning far, | ||
+ | Like the light of an unmeasured star | ||
+ | In the sky of midnight dark and deep; | ||
+ | Yes, 't was his soul that did inspire | ||
+ | Sounds which my skill could ne'er awaken; | ||
+ | And first, I felt my fingers sweep | ||
+ | The harp, and a long quivering cry | ||
+ | Burst from my lips in symphony; | ||
+ | The dusk and solid air was shaken, | ||
+ | As swift and swifter the notes came | ||
+ | From my touch, that wandered like quick flame, | ||
+ | And from my bosom, laboring | ||
+ | With some unutterable thing. | ||
+ | The awful sound of my own voice made | ||
+ | My faint lips tremble; in some mood | ||
+ | Of wordless thought Lionel stood | ||
+ | So pale, that even beside his cheek | ||
+ | The snowy column from its shade | ||
+ | Caught whiteness; yet his countenance, | ||
+ | Raised upward, burned with radiance | ||
+ | Of spirit-piercing joy whose light, | ||
+ | Like the moon struggling through the night | ||
+ | Of whirlwind-rifted clouds, did break | ||
+ | With beams that might not be confined. | ||
+ | I paused, but soon his gestures kindled | ||
+ | New power, as by the moving wind | ||
+ | The waves are lifted; and my song | ||
+ | To low soft notes now changed and dwindled, | ||
+ | And, from the twinkling wires among, | ||
+ | My languid fingers drew and flung | ||
+ | Circles of life-dissolving sound, | ||
+ | Yet faint; in aëry rings they bound | ||
+ | My Lionel, who, as every strain | ||
+ | Grew fainter but more sweet, his mien | ||
+ | Sunk with the sound relaxedly; | ||
+ | And slowly now he turned to me, | ||
+ | As slowly faded from his face | ||
+ | That awful joy; with look serene | ||
+ | He was soon drawn to my embrace, | ||
+ | And my wild song then died away | ||
+ | In murmurs; words I dare not say | ||
+ | We mixed, and on his lips mine fed | ||
+ | Till they methought felt still and cold. | ||
+ | 'What is it with thee, love?' I said; | ||
+ | No word, no look, no motion! yes, | ||
+ | There was a change, but spare to guess, | ||
+ | Nor let that moment' | ||
+ | I looked, | ||
+ | And fell, as the eagle on the plain | ||
+ | Falls when life deserts her brain, | ||
+ | And the mortal lightning is veiled again. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Oh, that I were now dead! but such-- | ||
+ | Did they not, love, demand too much, | ||
+ | Those dying murmurs? | ||
+ | Oh, that I once again were mad! | ||
+ | And yet, dear Rosalind, not so, | ||
+ | For I would live to share thy woe. | ||
+ | Sweet boy! did I forget thee too? | ||
+ | Alas, we know not what we do | ||
+ | When we speak words. | ||
+ | |||
+ | No memory more | ||
+ | Is in my mind of that sea-shore. | ||
+ | Madness came on me, and a troop | ||
+ | Of misty shapes did seem to sit | ||
+ | Beside me, on a vessel' | ||
+ | And the clear north wind was driving it. | ||
+ | Then I heard strange tongues, and saw strange flowers, | ||
+ | And the stars methought grew unlike ours, | ||
+ | And the azure sky and the stormless sea | ||
+ | Made me believe that I had died | ||
+ | And waked in a world which was to me | ||
+ | Drear hell, though heaven to all beside. | ||
+ | Then a dead sleep fell on my mind, | ||
+ | Whilst animal life many long years | ||
+ | Had rescued from a chasm of tears; | ||
+ | And, when I woke, I wept to find | ||
+ | That the same lady, bright and wise, | ||
+ | With silver locks and quick brown eyes, | ||
+ | The mother of my Lionel, | ||
+ | Had tended me in my distress, | ||
+ | And died some months before. Nor less | ||
+ | Wonder, but far more peace and joy, | ||
+ | Brought in that hour my lovely boy. | ||
+ | For through that trance my soul had well | ||
+ | The impress of thy being kept; | ||
+ | And if I waked or if I slept, | ||
+ | No doubt, though memory faithless be, | ||
+ | Thy image ever dwelt on me; | ||
+ | And thus, O Lionel, like thee | ||
+ | Is our sweet child. 'T is sure most strange | ||
+ | I knew not of so great a change | ||
+ | As that which gave him birth, who now | ||
+ | Is all the solace of my woe. | ||
+ | |||
+ | That Lionel great wealth had left | ||
+ | By will to me, and that of all | ||
+ | The ready lies of law bereft | ||
+ | My child and me,--might well befall. | ||
+ | But let me think not of the scorn | ||
+ | Which from the meanest I have borne, | ||
+ | When, for my child' | ||
+ | I mixed with slaves, to vindicate | ||
+ | The very laws themselves do make; | ||
+ | Let me not say scorn is my fate, | ||
+ | Lest I be proud, suffering the same | ||
+ | With those who live in deathless fame. | ||
+ | |||
+ | She ceased.--' | ||
+ | Is burning o'er the dew!' said Rosalind. | ||
+ | And with these words they rose, and towards the flood | ||
+ | Of the blue lake, beneath the leaves, now wind | ||
+ | With equal steps and fingers intertwined. | ||
+ | Thence to a lonely dwelling, where the shore | ||
+ | Is shadowed with steep rocks, and cypresses | ||
+ | Cleave with their dark green cones the silent skies | ||
+ | And with their shadows the clear depths below, | ||
+ | |||
+ | And where a little terrace from its bowers | ||
+ | Of blooming myrtle and faint lemon flowers | ||
+ | Scatters its sense-dissolving fragrance o'er | ||
+ | The liquid marble of the windless lake; | ||
+ | And where the aged forest' | ||
+ | Under the leaves which their green garments make, | ||
+ | They come. 'T is Helen' | ||
+ | Like one which tyrants spare on our own land | ||
+ | In some such solitude; its casements bright | ||
+ | Shone through their vine-leaves in the morning sun, | ||
+ | And even within 't was scarce like Italy. | ||
+ | And when she saw how all things there were planned | ||
+ | As in an English home, dim memory | ||
+ | Disturbed poor Rosalind; she stood as one | ||
+ | Whose mind is where his body cannot be, | ||
+ | Till Helen led her where her child yet slept, | ||
+ | And said, ' | ||
+ | Those lips were his, and so he ever kept | ||
+ | One arm in sleep, pillowing his head with it. | ||
+ | You cannot see his eyes--they are two wells | ||
+ | Of liquid love. Let us not wake him yet.' | ||
+ | But Rosalind could bear no more, and wept | ||
+ | A shower of burning tears which fell upon | ||
+ | His face, and so his opening lashes shone | ||
+ | With tears unlike his own, as he did leap | ||
+ | In sudden wonder from his innocent sleep. | ||
+ | |||
+ | So Rosalind and Helen lived together | ||
+ | Thenceforth--changed in all else, yet friends again, | ||
+ | Such as they were, when o'er the mountain heather | ||
+ | They wandered in their youth through sun and rain. | ||
+ | And after many years, for human things | ||
+ | Change even like the ocean and the wind, | ||
+ | Her daughter was restored to Rosalind, | ||
+ | And in their circle thence some visitings | ||
+ | Of joy 'mid their new calm would intervene. | ||
+ | A lovely child she was, of looks serene, | ||
+ | And motions which o'er things indifferent shed | ||
+ | The grace and gentleness from whence they came. | ||
+ | And Helen' | ||
+ | From the same flowers of thought, until each mind | ||
+ | Like springs which mingle in one flood became; | ||
+ | And in their union soon their parents saw | ||
+ | The shadow of the peace denied to them. | ||
+ | And Rosalind--for when the living stem | ||
+ | Is cankered in its heart, the tree must fall-- | ||
+ | Died ere her time; and with deep grief and awe | ||
+ | The pale survivors followed her remains | ||
+ | Beyond the region of dissolving rains, | ||
+ | Up the cold mountain she was wont to call | ||
+ | Her tomb; and on Chiavenna' | ||
+ | They raised a pyramid of lasting ice, | ||
+ | Whose polished sides, ere day had yet begun, | ||
+ | Caught the first glow of the unrisen sun, | ||
+ | The last, when it had sunk; and through the night | ||
+ | The charioteers of Arctos wheelèd round | ||
+ | Its glittering point, as seen from Helen' | ||
+ | Whose sad inhabitants each year would come, | ||
+ | With willing steps climbing that rugged height, | ||
+ | And hang long locks of hair, and garlands bound | ||
+ | With amaranth flowers, which, in the clime' | ||
+ | Filled the frore air with unaccustomed light; | ||
+ | Such flowers as in the wintry memory bloom | ||
+ | Of one friend left adorned that frozen tomb. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Helen, whose spirit was of softer mould, | ||
+ | Whose sufferings too were less, death slowlier led | ||
+ | Into the peace of his dominion cold. | ||
+ | She died among her kindred, being old. | ||
+ | And know, that if love die not in the dead | ||
+ | As in the living, none of mortal kind | ||
+ | Are blessed as now Helen and Rosalind. | ||
+ | </ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++72 Chorus from Hellas| | ++++72 Chorus from Hellas| | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | The golden years return, | ||
+ | The earth doth like a snake renew | ||
+ | Her winter weeds outworn: | ||
+ | Heaven smiles, and faith and empires gleam, | ||
+ | Like a wrecks of a dissolving dream. | ||
+ | A brighter Hellas rears its mountains | ||
+ | From waves serener far; | ||
+ | A new Peneus rolls his fountains | ||
+ | Against the morning star. | ||
+ | Where fairer Tempes bloom, there sleep | ||
+ | Young Cyclads on a sunnier deep. | ||
+ | |||
+ | A loftier Argo cleaves the main, | ||
+ | Fraught with a later prize; | ||
+ | Another Orpheus sings again, | ||
+ | And loves, and weeps, and dies. | ||
+ | A new Ulyssses leaves once more | ||
+ | Calypso for his native shore... | ||
+ | </ | ||
++++ | ++++ | ||
++++73 Poetical Essay| | ++++73 Poetical Essay| | ||
+ | < | ||
+ | Millions to fight compell' | ||
+ | In mangled heaps on War's red altar lie . . . | ||
+ | When the legal murders swell the lists of pride; | ||
+ | When glory' | ||
+ | |||
+ | Lost Shelley poem found after 200 years | ||
+ | </ | ||
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